you sucked out my thoughts
and my oxygen-deprived brain
went
into
a high.
i forgot to breathe back in
and now i am lost in this puzzle
where all the pieces are jagged
just like you.
Heavy hearts beating fast
Pondering the right and wrong
Is there such a thing when love is involved?
You felt like a stranger in his arms
And in your own skin, you quickly acknowledged
Contentment is scarce when temptations are in excess.
Nothing suits better on a gloomy Sunday night
To sink in your own thoughts with
A constant companion to drown out the guilt.
The double-edged blade of lust.
Repentance seems so foreign, you think.
Perhaps tomorrow your mind will keep to it’s word.
It was a rainy day when I first met you
Bright, welcoming blue eyes opened up right in front of me
But now you’re nothing more than a person that
needs to be forgotten.
Yet, how can I when the sound of the rain
uncomfortably reminds me of everything that you were to me?
Your voice underneath a layer of the sound of rainfall
It’s the sound of your locked-up memories begging to be freed
But I can’t, the rain can’t comfort me anymore
unlike it did before.
I drew this fantasy with your memories as ink
But now I wish the rain would wash you away.
I fell in love with you that rainy day
But now I wish the rain would erase your memories away.
I can’t hide that you took my breathe away, when I saw you standing there
Leg’s crossed, arms on your sides, exuding a rare kind of beauty
I won’t deny that I longed to touch your face and feel yours lips on mine
Breathless kisses, raw and passionate, almost like it burned and stung
I couldn’t stop looking at you with my empty eyes, the way you move around me
Your sighs, the heaving of your chest, the way your eyelashes curl perfectly
I don’t think I can push you away for long, my lips are at a loss for words
Heartbeat ringing in my ears, voice breaking off, heads turning away
I don’t doubt that you took my breathe away, when I saw you standing there that first time I realized how you made my heart flutter.
I’d sit in front of my computer like nothing happened
and wake up at a comfortably early time
hoping not to notice
these sides of me
that i didn’t want
you to see.
I’ll go out to trips with friends like nothing happened
and maybe treat my eyes to lovely places
pretending not to notice
these bad sides of me
that shakes wildly
without you.
Lying in this small garden, alone
smothered in cold grass
you’re out there somewhere, my dear
I love you, I love you, do you think of me
like I think of you?
Silence deafening, maddening
sinking in the depths of my mind
the thorns turn into monsters, my dear
Where are you? Where are you, do you think of me
like i think of you?
The moonlight shines above me, glowing
a spotlight saving me from sorrow
the thorns, my dear, do you see them?
The monster, the monster, do you see that it’s me
I am the monster
(Source: nightneverending)
Who breaks the thread, the one who pulls, the one who holds?
Faded, almost forgotten memories flickered past his tired mind, replaying scenes like an old movie. An ache spread throughout his entire being. Why, after all this time, did the thought of her come up now? Scenes appear behind his eyelids like words scribbled carelessly, words he had already read so much he had almost memorized them.
He groaned, trying to shut the memories back into the depths of his mind. This is just another day, he says, just another cruel taunt of destiny. Not nearly as cruel as when she left, he thinks as he snaps out of his morbid reverie.
He closes his eyes in silence and smiles. The words, her memories, the love…what about them?
One, two, three…
The thread breaks.
let’s make the night ours
stop this fleeting moment
slowly, in the dark
our hearts beating faster
nothing to wait for
souls dancing blind
let you sink in deeper
quickly take me there
madder every second
our heartbeats in this heat
makes us feel alive
makes us feel complete
Breathe slow, breathe deep
my thoughts get dark, so dim
breathe in, breathe out
my blood, boiling to the brim
Your face, your voice
my sanity runs, leaves out the door
your touch, your warmth
my love, that’s what i’m yearning for
I’m weak, i’m undone
you free my soul, turn me on
I say, please stay
don’t let this love be gone
